15 June, 2008

People Say Death Comes In 3s…

… Damn I Wish They Were Lying

My mom practically scared me out my sleep 7 o’clock this morning to tell me the last thing I expected to hear.

3 of your cousins got shot this morning.
Who?
Pablo is dead.
WHAT!?!
Jason and Derrick are in the hospital. Derek is in surgery.
Uh?

As she walks out my room with tears in her eyes, I sit up in my bed, and try to soak this all in.

Naw, I’m dreaming. Pablo ain’t dead, I’m supposed to chill with him next weekend.
This definitely gotta be a dream.


I got up and got on my computer and started to search the Atlanta news websites.
I found nothing

I laid back down. Still in shock and disbelief.
Then I slipped back to sleep.

(the dream)
I walked into a room and Pablo was sitting on a bed. He looked up and smiled at me.

What’s up Pablo, you okay?
Yeah I’m good.
I heard you got shot.
Yeah, but I’m fine.
They told me you were dead.
Tell them to stop telling you that.
Okay Pablo, I’ll see you later.
Okay later cuz.

He stood up, still smiling at me, and walked into the bathroom and started brushing his teeth.
I walked out the door I came in, and was walking thru a graveyard.

I woke up.
Then It hit me.
My cousin is gone.

I went back to searching the news sites until I found the article.

I lost 3 family members in 7 months.
Life can be such a Bitch!

As for the assholes that did this to my family, I hope they catch them, give them life, and they get raped in the ass everyday until the day they die.
Or die a slow, miserable, painful death.

18 comments:

Jadore.Tokeyo 16 June, 2008  

i'm soo sorry for your loss..

i know how that feels...i lost my granfather, grandmother, father brother and godson in a short period of time.

my prayers are with you

*cyber hug*

Torrance Stephens bka All-Mi-T 16 June, 2008  

dag sister
i cant say nothing
hope it wasnt over anything petty
i will keep you in my prayers
dont let all of these funnerals get u down
you got your business to focus on
but i know it wont remove the pain

Melody.Darlene 16 June, 2008  

omg girl i can relate 100%!!! my friend has been missing since april and we got the news on friday the 13th (go figure) that they found her body. ugggggggggggggh! it's like deep down i knew, but still had hope.

im sorry for u loss mammas... stay up!

The Flyyest 16 June, 2008  

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so sorry to hear this!!!! girl if u need someone to talk to.... you know my AIM...hit me....

im super serious tho!!!!!

Crys.C 16 June, 2008  

@Jadore:
Aww..Thank You.

@Torrance:
It was real petty. Some straight pointless shit.
I'm trying to stay focus.

@Melody:
Thanks.
I'm so sorry to hear that..
That's crazy.

@Flyyest:
Thank you hun... I sure will.

strokerstipper,  16 June, 2008  

sorry for your loss...

faith 17 June, 2008  

sorry for your loss. prayers for you and your family

socialedisturbed. 17 June, 2008  

:(
Stay Strong for your fam! What a sad story, but they say that they always come back to visit those close in their dreams within the first 3 days of the passing. He's thinking of u just as u r him.
stay up.
e.

karrie b. 17 June, 2008  

all i can say is that i'm really sorry that this happened crys...

-KB

Eb the Celeb 17 June, 2008  

Extremely sorry for your loss. I know what its like to have someone shot and killed in my family. It just makes it that much worse that someone actually took their life.

I will keep your fam in my prayers!

Yasmeen Christian 17 June, 2008  

Covering you with small kind words
I realize they can't cover this
In the night
Peace come to you and stay with you

Crys.C 17 June, 2008  

@Strokers:
Thank You...

@Faith:
Thank you. I really appreciate it.

@Sociale:
I'm trying to be.
That dream was crazy. But its good to know that he's okay.

@KB:
I know. My emotions are so mixed up, I can’t even express how I feel.

@Eb:
That’s what pissed me off the most…
Thanks hun. We need it.

@Yasmeen:
Thanks You. Those small words mean a lot.

wordaholic 18 June, 2008  

CrysC,

Because I know you personally I know what you are feeling. Just know that I LoVe you and so does Pablo!

Stay up Sista!
(((((HUGS)))))

Muze 19 June, 2008  

wow.

so so sorry to hear this.

praying for you sis.

i hope they get the bastards.

*hugs*

Crys.C 19 June, 2008  

@Wordaholic:
Thanks..I know & I am...

@Muze:
Thanks hun.
The cops are actually doing their job and I'm extremely happy about that.

Ms. Jones 19 June, 2008  

You will def be in my prayers, I know what it feels like to suffer a loss...stay up!

The Flyyest 23 June, 2008  

how u doin girly!!!!!

you aint been online.....hit me!!

Pretty.Hip 24 June, 2008  

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know there is not much I can say to ease the pain, but I will be praying for you.

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